Oh my. Your story is heartbreaking. I don't even know what to say other than I am so sorry you had to go through this with a loved one. I am incensed with the 'approved drug Lords' - aka pharm companies - pushing oxy; the effects on the vulnerable are so wicked yet those manufacturers and companies have literally gotten away with hundreds of deaths of those who fell under the spell. Maybe, just maybe, with Matthew Perry's drug Lord's convictions announced yesterday things might change....